Well, tonight has been much more enjoyable than last night. I thought I had somehow scared off my buddy Lynn two nights into the four she was here for. Turns out that wasn't the case at all, it seems. I'm glad. I like her. I find myself attracted to her on many levels, but I can't get too wrapped up with thoughts in that direction, 'cause she lives in Orlando.
Maybe this quick into my newfound self-acceptance and self confidence (still feels weird to claim those attributes) I need to concentrate on going out and picking up my little victories and the biggest blessing of making a new friend or two, seemingly, at every turn. I think I waste too much time, even on here, needlessly lamenting.
The grass is perfectly green on my side of the fence. I'm young(ish), single, gainfully employed and financially independent of everyone but my employer...and well on my way to a pension there. Yes, when that beautiful, lovely best-friend and co-conspirator of a partner shows up I will be even more blessed. But I think now is the time for me to enjoy the blessings that will pave my path toward that ultimate goal. Time to enjoy life.
"A Thousand Miles Away", The Heartbeats.
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